Fate chooses your relations, you choose your friends
Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 11:43 PM
"If a man does not make new acquaintance as he advances through life, he will soon find himself left alone. A man, Sir, should keep his friendship in constant repair."
- Samuel Johnson , British lexiographer.
These are the guys + Deborah that makes my day go round in school.
Some of them have known me since I was a primary school kiddo , some only when I started my secondary school life.
I wonder why God give us friends.
I believe the answer is because he wants us to learn from each other and cherish each other while we can.
Yes , in friendship , there will be both good and bad times.
Through thick and thin , I believe only in the very end we will know who are true friends are.
Most of us came from different school , background , families , etc.
I believe that it was fate playing the part by letting us all get to know each other.
I'll be honest and say that to me , it's a great joy to have you guys by me.
I know that I do have an annoying temper at times , I understand that everyone has a limit.
Thanks so much for being there for me whenever I need you guys.
It seriously breaks my heart after seeing what has happened these days.
Like what people say , in the blink of an eye , many things can change .
It's true . I believe that.
I still recall how we got to know each other, how some of us used to freaking hate each other to the core!
I still recall how we finally got together as a group , how we did crazy things together , how we skipped lessons together , how we talked to each other's parents , how we used to go drinking together and get wasted.
I recall how wasted I would get and you guys would never fail to take good care of me.
I really do miss those good old' days , guys.
To (fill in the blanks) :
I'm really very upset and disturbed upon hearing what you've done. I told you before what would happened.
I didn't expect you to turn out this way . I really did not. I trust that you really did love her and it all seems to be just a show. Was it my fault to introduce her to you ?
Was it my fault for quarrelling with you which led to what's happening to all of us right now?
Was it all my fault?
I just can't believe that you are into trouble right now just because of such minor incident.
You told us that you had a dream , a very big one indeed. But have you really thought about it?
Imagine , in the future you could realised your dream , but the only thing stopping you is the incident that you've committed , won't you regret it?
Sighs.
I really do miss how we used to meet up at the coffeeshop before heading to school.
I miss the times where we would all disturb each other by walking past each other's class and calling the person's name.
I do miss the times where we would meet at the bubbletea and have sticks , i miss the times where we would go home together and talking non-stop about almost everything and anything.
I really miss the times where we would birthday bash each other.
I miss the times when you guys give in to me cause I'm the youngest.
If I could turn back time and just freeze that moment of joy , won't it be better?
What have gotten into us recently?
It seemed that everything we used to say in the past are bullshixtz.
Are they? ......
I feel like as though I'm the cause of everything. I feel awful inside out.
What happened to the times when we would annoy our teacher by pretending to sleep in class?
What happened to us taking ridiculous pictures even during lesson time?
Something is seriously wrong.
We're not who we are anymore.
People change , yes they do .
I'm fearful , I'm scared , I'm going bonkers.
An angel appeared in my dream telling me what friends are for.
Friends are always there for you whenever you're down ,
whenever you need someone to talk to ,
whenever you need to tell them a secret ,
whenever you are feeling overjoyed , whenever you break up with someone ,
whenever you achieve something in your life , whenever you get hell from your parents or teachers.
In short , friends are there whenever you need them.
Please come back to me , good old days.
I really miss it all .
I don't wish to see us this way . I don't wish to end things this way .
When tomorrow comes , I hope that everything would be fine.
No hatred please , just peace.
Once again , you guys are already a part of me.
God bless us tomorrow , I'm feeling so emotional right now , I can't think straight.
I'll always love each and every of you guys dearly.
With loads of love , your littlest sister.
Joanne Josie Elizabeth