CRIMINALS.IN.THE.ZONE

My heart's in two.
Love till you hate
Jump till you break
Till you realise that you and me ,
we could be a bad romance.
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As the wall of ours came crashing down,
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 9:00 PM


" Let the butterflies cry , let them cry for you. "

Supposed to attend work today , end up waking up very late and didn't managed to get to work.
Heh , Mommy gave me a call hoping to try to wake me up , in the end , she failed .
I'm feeling so tired and restless these days that I can't freaking get enough sleep no matter how long I've slept .
FREAK.

Yesterday , was supposed to meet my dear Chanel Amanda Elouise Lai and Charlotte. But gave it a miss in the end as I was too lazy to even get out of the house.
Sorrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :0
Heh. I'm currently hooked up on the taiwan drama called ' Momo Love'
It's damn nice and cute I swear (:
Amanda was like calling and calling me to go , she really is good at it.
You should know what I mean girl (: Heh.

The day before , something cropped up .
It then hit me that not everyone around you seem to be how the way they are.
Like seriously.
You think you know them , yet at the same time , you are filled with doubts. And when you've finally found the answer that you've been searching for , you just wished that you've never known about it.
Screw those people man.

Weijie called me just now , to ask me to attend today's event.
Heard it was a make up for Alcova's previous event.
He was like being a retard talking shitty stuff to me about his friend.
Heh , Weijie ah Weijie.

School's gonna reopen soon and I can't believe it.
I still haven gotten my books ready yet !
I don't know whether I should look forward to school's reopen or not.
Thanks to some annoying people.

If only things were as simple as last time.
I really miss how we all used to be like. RARRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
I still haven gotten my books yet and school is like so reopening soon!
HELP!

Goodnight, Love.

Did I hurt you?
Did I ever made you bleed inside?
Did I kill you?
I didn't mean to make you hide yourself,
Find you in you, beautiful.
Do not grow the seeds of pain in you,
Goodbye!


Loving you till the extreme.
Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 4:57 AM


" Tried to take a picture of love "


SEASONS GREETING!
It's finally the period we all have been anticipating for.
At last I can start tearing up the wrappers of my presents from relatives and friends.
So how was your Christmas this year?

24th December 2009:
Went to work as usual.
After work , Godma had a mini Xmas party for us.
There were so many goodies to choose from and my favourite to the core , Japanese food! Woooot!
Amanda and the rest were watching a movie.
And like I had to wait for them to finish before coming over.


So while waiting , had present exchange and loads of laughters.
I just love Christmas , for many reasons.
Especially when you're celebrating it with your loved ones.
Anyway , Amanda and the rest finally made it to Heeren.
Shopped around as Charlotte wanted to get a dress before heading down to Alcova.

Cabbed down to Alcova and we were like nearly lost.
Saw a couple of friends there.
The queue was damn long and the club was damn small.
Halfway through , the lights went on as apparently there was a fight or something.
Charlotte started to feel very very unwell , when to 7eleven to purchase some food for her.

While waiting for the queue to reopen , saw Weijie , Yinjie , Shelia , Tingwei , JingSheng , Dexterrrrrrrrrr.
In the end , it was only for 18 and above. -'-
Was so damn pissed and sat down somewhere beside the club with Amanda and the rest while Charlotte cabbed down to Jason's place.
Had supper nearby with Amanda and Mel and headed home shortly after it.
Alcova was seriously a huge dissapointment. :(

25th December 2009:
SHOOPPPPIIINNNNGGG WITH MOMMY @ TOWN.
I regretted suggesting to shop @ Town although I did had gotten my hands on certain items I've been eyeing for a very long time.
IT.WAS.SO.DAMN.PACKED.TO.THE.MAX.
Barely , almost , couldn't move around.
So it was from Wisma Atria for our Japanese lunch> Takashimaya > ION >FarEast>Home.

Mommy and I was like shopping so much for shoes.
I think Mommy really has too many pairs of shoes. Those that know me would know what I mean.
Mommy was damn cute today.
She kept on buying stuff and I had to kept on telling her it's not worth and stuff.
She would give some kind of face and purposely buy it to spike me.

The best thing was that when we got home , after seeing what she bought,she would blame it on me by saying ' Why didn't you stop me when I was purchasing such stuff? '
Cute2themaxz.
AKU NOW VERY VERY VERY VERY X1ZILLION HAPPY CAUSE I'VE GOTTEN MY WEDGES!

Alright , once again , MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!
withlove.

You never really tried to understand me.
We wouldn't have become how we are now if you really did.
Let's just bid goodbye,
and head our seperate ways from this point onwards.
But please remember , you'll always be a part of me.

Quelque chose qu'on appelle l'amour
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 4:40 PM




 
" I hope you'll be fine "
 



19th Dec (Saturday):
Went to work feeling so damn excited for the party in the evening .
Met my dearest Emilia Elisha , Charlotte , Amanda and her bf after my work @ FarEast.
Waited for the bus which took way too long to 'arrive' (Iris is forever lying to people)
Took a bus all the way down to HF.
Had so many memories there when I alighted from the bus. Just excellent.
Waited for Sky and his friends and Faris at the Tram station.
Reached Wave @ around 10plus.


The music was like so screwed and we ended up cabbing back home.
Had instant noodles @ 7eleven while waiting for the damn cab to arrive.
Didn't realised that I hurt my spine only this morning.
It hurts so bad and made me feel like crap.
Dragged myself outta bed to get prepared for work.



Suffered while taking the bus to the train station all thanks to my spine.
Mommy is like asking me to seek a doctor which is equivalent to see a chinese doctor which I'm terribly fearful towards.
The medicine taste like shixt and the way they 'massage' your back will be like someone punching you.
So , no thanks Mommy for the time being.....



Got home for dinner after my facial , removed my arcylic nails today and my nails grew damn long , only thing is that it's so weak and soft :(
Some even chipped while it was removed. Still deciding on whether I should do extensions once again or just pray that my nails will harden after a few days.
I'm off now.



With loads of love , XXOXO .
I miss every bits and pieces of you.
Everything , everywhere , reminds me of you.
You seemed to be far gone from where I'm standing.
I need to pick up pieces of my heart ,
before meeting you halfway at the end of this journey.
XXOXO, Love.

Woootttt.
Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 3:36 PM



" All your noise is messing with my head , you just seems to be stuck in my head. "



Finally I'm back to blogger.
Like what my dear Emilia Elisha Josie baby said that apparently to her , blogger rocks. Oh well , we'll see about that.
Hah , anyways these days has been great for me.
I'm sooooooooozxzsxzsxzs looking forward for tomorrow's party.
Hope that Amanda and the rest manage to get damn lockers , if not it'll really suck.



Been hanging out with Charlotte , Jason , Amanda , Emilia(aka Yongxin) these days after work.
Work>Cine>Home.
Or maybe the places we go to are like unknown to me.
Yes that's right , I can't really remember the places we have been too.
What happened today was I didn't went for work because I got up late.
Tooo LATE for work .



Panicked but in the end , Godma just told me to go tomorrow instead ON TIME.
SHIXT.
Pray that I'll not be late tomorrow. Urghs.
Talked to my dear daughter online and met up with her at Mac.
From Mac>my place>Plaza Sing.
Headed over down there to meet up with Amanda and Kel , Feroz and Kenny.
Feroz's gonna have his operation soon , hope everything will be fine for you dude!



Chatted and walked around.
Guess what? Today must have been my lucky day.
I paid 1.80 for a bottle of 100plus from a venting machine and popped came out another bottle of green tea.
Yes I know I sound lame. But hell yea babys ! free green tea !
Amanda and Emilia was like laughing at me :@@@@@.


On our way back home , we were like speaking chinese and they had a good laugh at me speaking chinese. Like what only.
Kept on speaking chinese as though we were having chinese lesson.
To Amanda & Emilia : I KNOW HOW TO SPEAK CHEENA OKAY!
So freaking excited for tomorrow ! Gonna see so many people that I've not seen for a very long time.


So long people , Goodnight cruel world

Say your name in silence ,
hear your breath in the dark ,
feel your soul surrounding me .
You're still here.